oh boat,

there are times when i love, and times when i hate. right now my heart is so full with love. the kind of love that comes from unplucked flowers and the perfect amount of dew. right now i am home and i am happy. it's such a state of mind where everything feels like love and my gestures just make more sense. dear boat i am happy, for today, for this moment. i am happy. i have a sense of warmth even in this cold air conditioned room. boat, i am loved by my family of friends and respected by those around me. boat, i'm strong- even if i don't like to show it. me oh my, dear dear boat i want you to have this moment. to exist, and to know that you'll be alright, just with your own sense of direction, it'll be enough and you'll be able to wake up tomorrow morning, wait for the cable guy, and then go to the market and you're on your way to tomorrow. it makes me happy for i am happy. god good boat, something tells me i might survive this whole mess. time like these. see you around boat.

love, t